Dear diary, I have a problem. I'm experiencing addict-like behaviour checking my Lumia 1020 every half hour hoping for the 8.1 upgrade. And when I see the message 'my phone is on the latest version' I instantly resent my carrier (Telstra in Australia) and for MS, because I know deep down they are holding out on me. Why oh why is this happening? I mean this is not normal. I've got a life that exists outside of this device. I work an interesting job. I socialise with friends. And I've never felt this way about an impending Apple iOS upgrade, even the one that took me from 6 to 7. But the WP 8.1 upgrade likes to rub my nose in it. It reminds me with the Store telling me I'm forbidden access to some apps because I'm not on 8.1. I sometimes miss a notification because I lack a notification centre to tell me someone liked my instagram, or an eBay seller has shipped something good to me, and so on. Oh the agony.
I need to get off this trip.