Maybe It's all my bad luck, but I just realized that most of my"bad luck"can be diverted by actually taking initiative on things. Some things I can't change, like the 2 girls whom I wanted to date this month but found out they were taken. If she wants to cover herself in that perfume I love while she sits next to me in class, I'll tell her that she smells good again like I did before I asked her out. Maybe her man won't tell her that, but I need to just say what I feel and not be so damn reserved. It upsets me when I see a guy walk into a restaurant with a beautiful woman, and he doesn't even hold the door open for her. Guys like this are getting too much attention.
Maybe I'm ranting because I'm a lonely fool (jk I'm not a fool
) but I think I need to step up my game, it's been a while since I felt really appreciated.
Sorry, just had to let out some emotions tonight so I can feel better tomorrow.