My profession is messy. Healthcare itself is messy as well. On good days, you get people back to level so they can keep handling their business. On bad days, you just feel runover by a broken system.
I think the most exhausting part of today was how much more emotional than usual I had to use to get things accomplished and when someone decided to high jack what I was doing just to understand what the plan was, and nearly screwed stuff up that was delicately put in place, I was
annoyed.
I need a break. I'm annoyed at the fact I had to work on the past two PTO days I took to recharge. Plus, I need a break from COVID-19. A real nature break where I can go sit on a quiet beach and recharge.